they say everyone ends up dying
its the cycle of life
that there is no need for crying
but will lead you to a change of life
overflowing with sorrow
your heart feels hallow
memories cram your mind
emotions of joy and pain combine
there is nothing else you can do
but just stay you
there is much more to death
continue their story with your breathe
they say everyone ends up dying
but you say this was to soon
i can’t help but crying
to this pain i can not be immune
time is what it’ll take
your memories with never break
time is what will make
your soul reawake
by: danica smerdel
Patrick Cunnie…you will always be remembered and are and will always be loved by many. We all miss you.
i have been effected by this since i found out…but now i feel like it has actually hit me.. i feel like i’ve hit a wall. Thinking about the times we hung out and then realizing the same time last year Steven Dub left us too early to, i hit a brick wall. too much for me to handle. Why did not only Steven have to go but also Pat. I honestly had just been thinking about how over christmas break i would probably end up hanging out with him and all of our mutual close friends. Although i was not best friends with Pat we did share memories.
i don’t really know what else to say…
I just think i really need a good cry right now…
Dazed that I have Pandora's box running through my veins. The trigger getting pulled causing each thought to remain continuously developing in my brain A sniper to my own thoughts keeps me confused. More dazed then ever because of things relating to you Although dazed and confused I'm thinking clearer than ever The line between fantasy and reality is getting easier to sever Knowing what's true and knowing what's false Its keeping me level headed as structured as the waltz Pushing the cloud of daydreams out of focus I zoom on the world As this happens the truth unfurl's I was blind. A selective strainer to my thoughts. Pushing away the ones I should not have fought Reversing the roles I know what to think now. Putting it into action I try to vow Gonna try to live up to the phrase "actions speak louder than words." I need to think like bob marley in the song "three little birds"
by danica s
- just a start...still working on it
